I just want to thank you for everything, thank you for the memories we had, thank you for making me realize my worth, thank you for the days that my heart flutters because of you. And I am so sorry for being such a nuisance to you before, sorry if I expected too much, sorry if I didn’t reach your expectations, sorry if until now I’m still holding on to the thought that there will be something between us, sorry if I didn’t tell you that I loved you, sorry if I failed to say those words, and to tell you honestly that was my greatest regret.
I should have told you that before if you just hold my hand tighter if you just not let go of my hand if we just keep in touch. I admit at first I was reluctant of getting to know you but unfortunately I ended up communicating with you, but don’t get that wrong I never regret that I met you, I never regret that I loved you, I never regret that I gave you time, because for me it’s never a waste of time getting to know you because I cherished the moments we had and besides I’ll never regret something that once made me happy and that was you.
I know you do not care about me anymore or maybe you never did. I wrote this letter only to free my heart from being convicted, to lessen the weight my heart is lifting. Maybe you’ll think that I am pathetic of doing this but I do not care anymore, this is the first time I open up with you, this is the first time I tell you what I feel because all this time I was being selfish, I never told you that I was jealous, I never told you that I was hurt, and most of all I never told you that I loved you.
Don’t worry, everything is clear to me now. I heard she loves you, I guess she loves you more than I do, so please love her back, she deserves it, make her feel she’s important, make her feel she’s needed, don’t make her feel futile and most of all don’t leave her like nothing, remember that she’s a woman, she’s fragile. Don’t worry I’m not holding on to something anymore. I guess there will be no time for us to talk about it in person. But I was hoping that someday we can talk like real friends, I hope we’ll be good friends someday.
Always take care of yourself, achieve all your dreams, be a God-fearing man, be good always, and be happy.
-Anonymous
