I'm happy to know that you're okay, that you've moved on already. I always pray to God that he will give you a man, that will love and respect you forever. A man that you will not want to lose. A man that you will fight for you no matter what it takes. A man that will not give up on you.
You always told me that I deserve someone better, without knowing that all I want is you. That I'm contented with you. Yes, there are girls who are better than you, but I want you to know that I will still choose the girl that I met during Youth Camp in IGBI Bataan. The girl that captivated my heart. The simplest girl, with the most beautiful smile.
I always imagine the both of us telling our greatest love story to our grandchildren, little did I know, that the love story I want to share with will come to an end. This is the saddest part of our love story. It may not be a happy ending, but at least it's worth reading. I need to move on. I need to be strong because for now, that's the only choice that I have.
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused. I'm sorry for all my lapses. I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've made. I'm sorry for not being a perfect boyfriend. Every night, I pray to God to give you the best of everything because you deserve to be happy. You deserve the happiness that I wasn't able to give.
I pray that you'll become closer to God because he has a better plan for both of us. It hurts today, but one day we will understand why God let this happen and we will be thankful for it.
Just in case you're thinking of me, I want you to know that I'll be fine, not now but soon. I want to tell you that I forgive you because I want to be free from the pain that kills me every night. The pain that makes me scared to face another day. I want to start a new chapter of my life without pain and hatred inside my heart.
For the last time, Thank you and I'm very sorry for everything. I love you, goodbye.
-Written by Jie
